Tomorrow, March 11, is my birthday.
I shall be turning 26 years old.
As you get older, you start to realize things.
For example, things that we believed in when we were younger have turned out to not be real. Things we didn't accept to be real, are.
Morals and values we once had changed over time, not because we wanted them to, but because we learned what was socially acceptable and what was needed to survive in life.
One of my current values is being questioned: helping others over helping one's self.
I wonder why i bother to help others. It seems like I don't get offered help in return. It's always "Help me, Lucien! Save me! Advise me!" But when it's the other way around............ "I need some help. Can anybody give me advice? Will somebody save me?"
My cries are not heard.
Simply cast on the wind.
Even worse, when I've done all I can, and it gets thrown away..................
Scars
Injuries
Thoughts
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"Losing a grip, I see. Held out longer than I thought."
ReplyDeleteOh, dear. D:
Take comfort in the fact that you are one of the few who people trust to save and advise them.
ReplyDeleteShit man, I would help if I could. If I wasn't stuck searching for my mom at the moment <_<
ReplyDeleteYou helped my friend after all. I don't know how else I could thank you for that. Sorry if everyone's pestering you, it probably sucks, and no guy like you deserves a crappy birthday because of it. You're a good guy. Reading blogs whenever I could, I can see you've got a kind generous heart. And I respect that. Not many people would even dare to help random strangers on the internet. Yet here you are.
Nothing you do has been thrown away, none of it is garbage, we care about you as much as you care about us (hell, I know Rebecca does.)
Don't you forget that ;D